Apart from today .... 
is easier to mourn and laugh and lie suffer ...las apariencias solo logran desgastarte y consumirte internamente ,sin piedad ...las personas solo logran confundirte y aunque intentes de todo corazon entender lo que ocurre es como si tu cuerpo se encontrara vacio ,sin alma .Hay momentos en los que me pregunto porque ? porque el ser humano tiene que pasar por tanto para lograr ser feliz ,porque las personas no se dan cuenta que reirse de otros esta mal ?porque no se dan cuenta que la traicion es un veneno letal que corre por tus venas de forma lenta y ...te quema .Mi nombre es valeria Kaitz y tengo 26 años ,soy una persona normal ,sencilla de piel blanca ,cabello negro y ojos azules ,vivo con mi tio Marcos y Clara desde que tengo 6 años ya que mis padres murieron en un accidente ,mi tio viaja constantemente so we moved to town almost always, this year we played back to Caracas, I remember very clearly and there is something ... you never forget
ARRIVAL ... YOU ENCOUNTER
felt as the plane landed and I could not help looking out the window, my legs were shaking as I was nervous, my aunt looked at me and smiled
Valeria
-calm down and you'll see I whisper softly and I nodded, after a few very long minutes the passengers began I get off and rush to get off too ... I was definitely anxious to see it, hear
walked and when we entered the airport with suitcases in our hands, my eyes were quick to look
-valeria princess whisper my uncle and I turned to look at him I do not think is coming, remind yourself that it is a very important position in the company of his father, my eyes immediately went out to hear him, notwithstanding search again, my heart froze when my eyes fell upon a beautiful green eyes .... was on the way up to me with that beautiful smile on his face and my eyes filled with tears immediately, his arms surrounding me and felt my heart palpitating wildly in my chest
-whisper I love you and I closed my eyes to hear his beautiful voice
-thought you would not come, "he whispered hurt and he took tense ... my face in his hands and his approach the
-there is no day that is so eagerly awaited as this .... I would not miss for anything in the world, "I whisper softly and I nodded
" I've missed you John-both my voice was choked and looked at me with a frown ... concerned
-I've missed you too much my dear, "replied while approaching her lips to mine
-yoo .. I thought I did not want me after all, sob with sorrow to remember, he gave me a sweet kiss on my cheek that
-princess now talk then let me take you home and my uncle whisper behind us hawking so I turn to fear of the
-guy .... You can let John take me along? "ask with fear and smiled
-clear that if beautiful ... anyway your aunt and I have to fix unpacking things and whisper as he took John's hand and said goodbye to the two
-val ... we have much to talk about John whisper behind my back and I look with a smile on my lips, take her hand mine and let me guide you to his truck, left the airport and saw his truck parked .... I opened the passenger door and I hurried up, then came in and turned on the auto-
you tell me why do not you call me - whisper softly and see how he looked away as quickly tore
-my work is rather strong so complicated to me much, "replied softly and I looked out the window
-john ... John you know I loved you? he asked with watery eyes and the hill for a moment his eyes
-I was beautiful, "whispered softly as he parked in front of our apartment, I look then take her face in my hands .. close my lips to yours but Instead the gave me a kiss on the cheek so I decided to get out without another car come here
-valeria-whisper softly in the van, I turn and I approached him ... his arms around my body protectively, then placed her face in my neck I'm sorry sob in my throat and I took her face in my hands to look
-your fault you did not have anything John-whisper and he eyes tightly closed
-val I leave you alone ... leave you with this pain inside destrozándote .. I did not whisper anything to help and I refused
-that does not matter, now all that matters is the present, and he told me I stare, then I helped her out of the car ... my body tense up when they enter the building where he once lived together and where all the memories try to forget, we entered the elevator and closed my eyes ... I felt his arms around my waist protectively .. lead me to the door of our apartment and opened
-is it must be hard for you again .. but not alone whisper beautiful and I just look everything around me .... things were different, were no longer our photos on the front desk, the furnishings were new and when it comes into our room my heart was paralyzed when he saw that he was not the same bed ... it was a new look at it with confusion
-the old bed is in the room next door .. I'll sleep there, this is your room ... I hope you like, "I whisper and I unconsciously turned away to see the room next door, but my heart broke when my eyes stopped at the front door .... so many memories brought to mind, look at my room again while putting my hands on my stomach to hide my pain, these well
beautiful
? he asked softly and nodded, but tears already in my eyes as my eyes strayed to prevent
realized-it's just that everything is so different, "she whispered sadly, and then look
-yo ... .- I immediately interrupted
-need ... need to be alone for a moment choked whisper and felt as he approached me and placed his lips on my neck but I stay away from the
-whisper I'll be out and closed the door of the room, I stared at the bed and my room, suddenly everything was different, this, that once was our room was now completely changed, I removed my clothes from the suitcase and slowly began to keep in the walk-in closet, my eyes filled with tears when I saw on the wall a picture of us together, we were both happy, walk to the bed and let me fall .... Now everything seemed unfamiliar, I I thought that my wound Sanaria back but it seemed that the opposite was happening, I got up and opened the door quietly making sure that John will not hear me ... then walk to the room and left me paralyzed when I saw John sitting on the couch drinking ... all the lights were out so insurance did not even notice my presence, I approached a little more
-my body can feel your presence, your smell .. valeria miles achieving whisper that gave a little jump with fright and his monotone voice, he turned to look at me, okay? can not sleep? "I walk to get in front of him and showing my confusion
look
-tu never drink .... that's what you're doing? "he asked nervously and took another swig from his glass, then looked me straight in the eye-
just try to relax," I whisper as if not much, but my if it was, forgetting for a moment
-yo .. "I mumbled something I need to ask in a timid voice and my eyes strayed since bothered me the way I looked
-dime small-whisper softly
-why? john no you realize what you're doing? are doing exactly the same as before, these in your world and I ... "take a deep breath to try to calm these anxieties to throw to the ground and start to mourn as a little girl, I have a fear ...
No is to say, "I whisper as he placed his hand on his hair showing his desperation, I looked at him and huff
-that .. this is not something new in you, you have good night "I said a sharp voice after a moment without waiting for answer, walk to my room and shut the door to enter ... I stare out the window at night wishing my John to worry a bit for me ... just a little
^ ^ this is the first chapter of this new historiaaa q is full of recuerdooss besoss and comment
