small steps ..... FAR FROM IT
I woke up with a lot of headache and I realized that it came not yet, note the time and it was 3:06 a.m. ... sigh and look around me This house brought back memories happy and sad but mostly I was realizing how bad the way my mother when I leave ... she never worry a lot about me but when my father died she was devastated and that was something very painful for me .. because when I felt that the beginning to improve .. I watched her crying next to a picture of my father and quickly reopened the wound, I decided to go five months after the death of my father and she was the same .. I was all day in bed crying and did not care if we
we were well-it is not so, the voice of my mother took me out of my thoughts, I turned to look at her and saw her lying in my chamber door-to
doing up? "I asked confused, she walked and sat in bed-I have
dream ..... when your father died I was devastated, all reminded me ... at the window waiting later observed that the reach of the work but it never came .. daniel that I should get up, I know I should do it for you .. but son try .. I swear I try a thousand and one times and nothing was .. you reminded me of your father, your gaze is equal to him and that is why I so different from you .... I do not say this well, but every day that passed was more and more hard for me ... now I see, I look into your eyes and see me as me ... I try to hide your pain, I like the memories you cruelly invade and it hurts ... it hurts because you are my son and it never would have liked to go through something like, "I whisper with tears in his eyes, I got up and gave him the back-
difrutar need to know because of my pain? murmured without looking and did not want to feel his agony ....
"made a mistake ... I thought to see you suffer like that teach you the wrong way you were to leave us your sister and me I'm wrong .. but it only managed to hurt me more and I swear I never but never have been enjoying the whisper slowly to see you suffer, I feel as close to my "I need you to forgive me
"I'm not the one to forgive you and I have nothing to forgive your mother ... made efforts to recover and I will leave .. I who must apologize," he whispered, his voice cold and she rushed to hug you
- to be okay, "I whisper as I stroked her cheek and a chill ran through my body-that it
I said to Nicole ... but to no avail," I said with crystal eyes and she kissed my forehead rests
-daniel - he muttered as he walked in and out of my final .. I sat in bed and I left thinking
I woke up early and I could see how hard the sun illuminated the sky, a smile escaped my lips involuntarily ... into the bathroom and I hurried a bath, then dressed me ... I put some sunglasses and go downstairs to find breakfast
Marie-you going out? "I ask my sister in a strange way .. I seriously look
-I give few laps, then go, "replied somewhat dry and went
started to walk down the street and realized that many things had changed since I went
-daniel" "I heard a female voice behind me so I turn and Victoria was one of my colleagues .. class, she smiled at me
hi-hello-dry voice, she merely observes with a smile on his face
-wow you are really handsome, "he muttered as he approached me, I looked away and huff
, thanks ... just tell you, "responded politely but she laughed, we strongly
have to go out this weekend," he said, touching his hair and smiled quickly I shook
-no .. . do not believe it possible to arrive recently and I have some issues to resolve, replied curtly
-good then it is another day .. but let me down and pretend ok? daniel we whisper as he walked away from me, I kept walking and I approach a restaurant he ate when he lived here ... and I found between Norma .. she was a great friend of mine and was always with me as I passed the pope's death ... her eyes met mine and quickly opened the mouth
-daniel surprise! "scream while running into my arms and hugged me tightly, I smiled at her in this way, how are you?
-Standard'm fine and you? Replied as I approached a table and told him to sit-for
as always .. waoo aburridaa ... I can not believe you're here .. as I was in Los Angeles? I ask, and immediately realized as my eyes became sad
"I'd rather not talk about it, just want to say that we have to clear out when you can .. Murmured and she smiled like a little girl
-tonight I have nothing to do ... we go to the plaza and so you tell me that bad, "answered as I watched with sadness but I immediately look at direction to the window to keep it that way he realized how much he hurt me-daniel
these troubling me .. .. Look at me, "I whisper as he touched my face but I walked away from it-we
at 7 : 00pm, cuidate-whisper as I got up and left that place ... walk fast trying not to think about anything after about half an hour arrived at my house and I found my mother sitting alone eating
-daniel-whisper good morning without looking back but I did not answer, just I will only go up the stairs, go into the bathroom and look at my reflection in the mirror ... oh can not be! would return to mourn .... my eyes were beginning to fill with tears and quickly wet my hands and go for my face to wipe those little tears that began to wipe me out
face and observe the time, they were just noon so I decided to go to bed, I felt tired and weak, I slept in bed and do not know when but I fell asleep. My phone woke me with alarm and I realized that was the 6:3 opm so I rush to leave home to go to the plaza and meet Norma, spent about five minutes and came standard ... sat next to me and stared
-go ... tell me is what happens, "I whisper and stare I do not know if I would be a good idea to tell because that would mean returning to the memories, look at the floor and take a deep breath then looked into his eyes
-lost my angel ... the standard lost-whisper very quietly and saw the bewilderment on his face so that you continue talking, "she falls in love with a beautiful angel that you look you only .. claimed the day she and I share beautiful moments and I love her like never love anyone, but I had cancer ... and every day was consumed more and more q ... until the day of my birthday .... the day of my birthday ... the light went out and his eyes were closed forever ... she died and I was shattered and this is where I come back to tear, she looked at me sadly and hugged me
-hey ... listen to me very well daniel scott ... will not let you shred so stop saying that ok? because you make me angry, "he whispered and I smiled
annoying
-not how you manage to make me smile in these moments, she laughed and whispered sincerely
is because you can not stand being with me without laughing, replied and I nodded slowly and tell me ... as she called it?
-her name was nicole-answered and a tear ran down my cheek so to look away and look at some children playing in the square but Norma took my face and forced me to look
-daniel can not afford to fall .. you just have to continue and not stop, "I whisper and I let go of his grip violently
-it makes you very easy to say but have not the slightest idea what it feels like ... is that I can not stand it ... your face is on my mind every second of every hour in the morning ... I can still hear it in the bathroom vomiting and crying rule Standard .... I did nothing to help ... nothing! "yell as the tears that had suppressed both came out of my eyes and without hesitation I knelt on the grass and watch the sky, nicole
my angel. my star .. please do not let them continue to suffer nicole nicole ... sorry .. sorry .. my fault .. you fade on my own damn fault and Norma nicole-scream came and took my face as I tried to look
-daniel .. let's enough to make you give ... and vast damage to "cry in pain and I settle down for a second .. For a single second-
Standard ... sorry but I need to be alone, "I whispered as I wiped the tears but she quickly denied
-you do not you go from here ... I will not allow you fencing this stage-whisper, or rather demanded
"I'm .. I'm fine," he stammered with tears coming out again for my eyes
fool daniel-stop ... look at you .. these're done anything, and I replied
not look and leave me alone "Norma whispered as I walked away from her and walked toward my house, my mind was a mess and check my eyes were burning and trying to keep the tears that threatened to leave, get home and ran down the stairs, then enter the bathroom and look my reflection, but something was wrong because I could see Nicole back vomiting violently, frowned, and I turn and no one was there so I sat on the floor
-nicole oh god my love .... I can not stand this, " gossip gasped and stared at the window, then I woke up and decided to go to the kitchen, down the stairs when I realized that there was no one at home
flashback --- "Daniel, do not realize I'm not going to be able to love you forever? do not realize that I will go and will leave you alone, and that you try but I'm not going to be able to recover, the doctor told me that cancer is very advanced and there is nothing you can do, she took my face in her beautiful hands and held it to his "promise me some give, promise me that if I die you're not going to suffer for my fault, I do not want that, I want to see you happy do not want to see sad, I love you ...
----- flashback to
" promise you if I die you're not going to suffer for my "-that phrase stayed in my head, listen to me for so much pain to be happy beg ... ... just get my heart broke into pieces I sat in the kitchen and wait until my mother came, when I came accompanied by a girl ... with blue eyes and I felt somewhat happy ... I watched for a few seconds
-daniel ... she is targeted and is a friend of your sister, "whispered my mother and I nodded without even looking
with permission-whisper to go up to my room and let my thoughts achieved torture me all night ..... for me the most painful moment was not the night ... no ... because at night I could take each and every one of your memories of my mind ... at night she dreamed and imagined by me again .. in my arms ... I could remember his smile, but on the day the reality hits me hard in the day .. I remember her his body on my bed ... no life ... that is why the days are my nightmare sleep forever ... I wish to make my angel dream and feel his arms when I consoled or listen to your beautiful smile ... see the joy in his eyes when he said how much he loved her
I woke up and felt the smell of Nicole in bed which puzzled me completely frowned for a second I felt his heat, but then everything went .. I got up and rush me to brush my teeth then listen to the voice of my mother a little upset so I hurried down the stairs and all my body tensed to see Nicole's aunt in my driveway
"I told you that you have nothing to do here," my mom upset and I approached her and put a hand on his shoulder to reassure
-mama ... let me go to one with Mrs. Nicci-gossip and saw his total embarrassment to listen to lose that
-daniel
are you sure? "asked in a whisper and I assent, she went and left me with isabela
-regret what happened to your mother, "whispered the aunt nicole and I shook
quickly-not to worry ... I visit? "asked a little scared because I felt that I was going to say it would hurt
-daniel .... I say I love you - whisper a little nervous and I stare waiting to speak
-is that I can not but with this ... dioos lost all my family and I could not even help nicole-sob and I do not know what to do ... truly something told me to comfort her but I moved to my place and simply to await me calm down
-like as can be this quiet? "I ask with tears in his eyes and I laughed internally
-cream lady Nicci less calm the person in this world now I am, "replied while and gave back, see the pain she felt over the death of my angel made me want to finish
broken-but I thought you loved her voice whisper hurt and .... Well, really! lost my cavalos immediately turn and face me .. my eyes began to fill with tears as repressed all the pain I felt
-let me say that I did not love Nicole I love .. I love her and that is something that will never change .. . nicole is and be my love ... my only love and that is why .. that is why I am defeated ... it is no longer next to me ... because she is no longer next to me, "I said loud, wipe me eyes and walk out of the house to leave her alone ... .. I did not care .. I just wanted to achieve calm
"q Chico is a little long but it had to be so .... q will try to post soon because in this story there is another part ... I need to know your views and will also come forward to daniel romance again ... but .... that love will bring happiness, or just managed to completely overthrow ?...^^ not tell lol ...
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