Cap 2, from today .... CAP 1 .. I LOVE YOU .
The next morning I woke up as the sun illuminated the whole room and annoyed me, I sat on the bed while I put my sandals, then went to my walk in closet and find a little dress I had blue and silver sandals, put them on the bed and into the bathroom to take a shower after a bath ... I left the bathroom and got dressed while combing my hair ... the phone started ringing on my bed so I grip and
answer "Hello, hello by chance, I heard a sigh
-hi baby John's voice sounded distressed, I had a meeting but I'll be at home at noon
-okay John ... do not worry - I will only whisper as he walked into the room, I saw a breakfast which surprised me, prepared me for breakfast? Listen
laughed as hard, if small
.. Enjoy it, I love you whisper slowly, my breathing quickened to hear his beautiful voice tell me that .. closed my eyes as I sat in the dining room need to talk about what happened yesterday val, sorry little
-okay John, we must take things calmly replied as I sat at my breakfast table before
-val, I promise I'm there in less than 20 minutes ... we talk about small-his voice was sad, as if something but also of what happened the night before but try not to think much about it
-I hope-I will only answer and then hung up, put the phone on the table and then eat all my John
late breakfast to get more or less half an hour, I was lying on the sofa bed when I saw him open the door of the apartment ... her green eyes were fixed immediately in me .. I sat on the couch and look at
ground felt like their footsteps approached me, then stopped in front of the cabinet
-I had a lot of traffic and I made it impossible to get there, I said I came in ... no matter
-John "I interrupted softly and looked up, he was with his eyes closed deep breath-you okay?
-it's just that I have so many things to say and not say them .. even as I'm a mess, "I whisper echo in a Quick, sat in front of me and I look
-start from the beginning, "he whispered with nerves because this is the first time John and I would talk after all
-deep breath-..- I know you have the feeling that I do not care, but not so valeria ... it is not, I touched his hair, and closed his eyes, I see him mad so confused, so everything happened really quickly and did not know how to react baby .. I swear, I swear val I never in my life I was allowed your ...
-you let you let ... even so I interrupted seriously, approached me and took my hands in hers
-baby is not know what I felt sad voice whisper and immediately remove my hands from hers, stare into
-not what you felt for the simple fact that you will bury yourself in you ... you're only dealing with your pain, but I John was there, "he shouted as I stood, alone ...
His eyes turned crystal clear and immediately hang my head, I saw him shudder and then looked at me with his eyes totally red-
have been a selfish pain whisper and then looked at the floor I felt my heart break into pieces when you left valeria ... when everything happened, I could not do anything
, if you could replicate sadly, but you would not, anytime talk to me tell me but for now let's say I ask
inconsistencies Walk into my room and quickly shut the door leaving my body to relax and feel the pain that grew steadily in my chest, I was really very hard to listen to John now for the simple fact that everything he says seems to be a lie even if he too suffered ... even so, I feel I'm the only one hurt
flashback --- ----
Arrive the apartment at night and when I opened the door I saw all the lights were out so I knew immediately that John was not home, I wipe the tears ran down my face and quickly check the number of cell of my aunt, she answered immediately
-val
small whisper on my way right away and I sat in the cabinet even with the lights off, not wanting to turn them on
tia-tia .. if I'm pregnant-sob of how pathetic and I could hear as she gave a little scream of excitement which annoyed me a bit
-oh beautiful ... congratulations small voice whisper to the verge of tears
-no tia tia ... please come and free-sob hung up waiting for an answer ... embrace my body tightly as she sobbed, oh god! Why?
Listen as I touched the bell and hurry to open my aunt to me mourn hug me tightly
-val, beautiful whisper with his voice full of understanding, at the beginning but it really is so then you'll be super happy
-you do not understand, "he shouted as I walked away from her and touched my face desperate aunt not understand ... John will leave me, oh no
small ... small John loves you whisper as he lit the room light-val as you think so?
-aunt .. I call John at noon and told me to come home at two and eight o'clock of the night, shouting hysterically and I realized that she still did not understand me, do not you see? The never at the house, it only Aunt important work ... I have fear
My body paralyzed when I saw John at the entrance of the apartment looking horrified, approached me passing on the one hand without even looking at my aunt and hug me .... I strongly embrace
"I ... I will leave a moment alone, I'll be in the room," whispered my aunt while I consoled desperate John
-John ... sorry I swear that I care is just that-sob but I quickly interrupted
"I love you ... you and that baby in you ... love you whisper my
John ... ... ... ... ..
was in the clinic waiting John arrived, today I would make would cease and my aunt was calling me desperately to John but did not answer, a knot formed in my throat when the doctor said I should start
Dear God ... please ... John arrives.
just remember that he was about to give up hope I saw those beautiful green eyes looking at me and immediately my body relaxed
I woke up and slowly opened my eyes ... John was with his head on the table ... sobbing?
-my love .. my val-whisper when she realized she was awake, wiped away a tear falling down his face and took my hand in hers and then kissed
-John .. where this the baby? "asked hoarsely looking around the room, closed my eyes and my heart began to beat desperate
-small, everything will be fine ok?" His voice sounded really sad and everything ...
-where this my baby John? "ask the verge of tears, his eyes filled with tears, the little
Thomas is fine, is in the incubator because he was born with a beautiful little problems but ..." I could not continue listening ... "be good." . oh god! My baby
John
-what problems? "Desperate ask with tears running down my face, hear me!
val-life .. do not fret I murmur gently stroking my cheek but remove your hand from my face has lung problems .. and .. the heart
Those were the words that managed to destroy, Thomas finishes .. my hard 3 months in the clinic and day .. the day he was released I was more than happy because my baby might already be close to me, John was working as usual so I decided to call my aunt to go to the apartment, I still remember when in his room to see if he was still asleep, walk to the crib and saw he was sleeping peacefully so I kept watching ... waiting to open his eyes but ... it never happened
My Thomas, my baby died ... died in the crib and I could not do anything .. God punish me if I take it off because they deserved it and John ... John was never with my
After his death my body seemed to be empty, I remember every day I went to her room and looked at the crib with the hopes of seeing my baby looking at me, the pain was becoming stronger when I was all empty and it was worse even know that John, he just was not
- - end of flashback ---
That memory .... every time I felt more pain to remember everything, my baby's death, the coolness of John, a tear fell down my cheek and I realized that John was looking at me at the door, his eyes showing pain, agony ... way to me and take a deep breath
, when your aunt called me that day to tell me that Thomas was dead-whisper voice cut off and his eyes filled with tears, turned away for not facing it, I felt as if the world valeria he were running, I remember I cried like never in my life was beautiful .. I cried in front I did not want to see me so I wanted to protect you and Val get up but could not ... that kid was my life-sob and immediately turn to look at him, tears rolled down her face, so I hug when I get home and listen to you hum a song in his room .. everything is just your eyes reflected so much pain that I could not stand I felt that Val was going to explode, why not go to his funeral, not wanting to see how they buried the reason for my life .. my little Thomas John
-oh-sob with tears running down my cheeks, his body shaking as if he was suffering seizures, kiss her neck as strange horita John .. John was with us was my fault .. .. if it was my fault God punish me you say
-val? no no, "replied John taking beautiful my face in his hands val listen very well .. it was not your fault
, if John, I had to carry, he felt alone in the crib and that is why he murmured with a lump in my throat and look
-my little ... Please forgive me .. forgive val-sob John and then slowly approached his lips to mine, kiss me .... I felt my whole body relax when your lips touched mine it delicately, was the first time I kissed after ... all walked away a little of me and then looked at me with affection
-softly whisper I love you and I just smiled
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