GOODBYE MY LOVER "very well, but I'd rather not talk about it," answered as he kissed my forehead .. ohh .. my john john because you lie to me?
grew pain but when I walk into her room and locked, I felt as if things around and give it hurts .. it hurts to know who is lying and follow me pretending to not exploit ....
A solitary tear ran down my cheek I get off the couch and watch the whole apartment .. like all change so quickly? Because John was lying? ... I remember when I fell asleep but
Listen to a closed door and opened my eyes immediately, I was surprised to realize that I was in my bed, John was standing by the door watching me wake
-whisper sorry sorry, I looked away and not face-syrup for because you fell asleep in beautiful room ?
closed my eyes tightly as she breathed deeply, I would like to stop talk-
are not limited to responding to me in a hoarse voice, I felt his hand slowly caressed my face so they immediately opened my eyes, he was kneeling on carefully looking at the floor with a smile in his eyes
-you're beautiful, "I whisper, look at your eyes for a minute and then sat on the bed away from him-I
shower, gossip and rose from the ground, walked to the bathroom but his hand on my shoulder stopped me, turn to look
val-you feel good? "I ask softly and my chest contracted but try my voice will not falter to respond coolly
-better than ever remove his hand from my shoulder and into the restroom and
I felt my body was totally paralyzed, could not move but still ... even so I could feel a tear running down my cheeks strongly shaken my bosom threatening to explode .. I wanted to hold back and thank heaven the sound of my cell phone in bed I get out of my collapse, I opened the bathroom door and walk to the bed .. take a deep breath and answer the phone
- hello, my voice was hoarse so I cleared his throat
-go to your house to tear this bastard's voice sounded threatening my aunt, my heart was accelerated immediately ... I sat in bed and touch my hair
-no-aunt whispered softly you can not do that, let me if? "I swear that I will solve this
-valeria-god his voice scared me - my girl you do not deserve this val ... you just dedicate yourself to fix your relationship and watch your John
pay-what-my aunt is now voice sounded a bit annoying, just come find me .. I need a time out - faces towards the door and saw that John came .. Valeria dioosss grip, do not cry valeria, not against the whisper me internally, but my eyes betray me so I looked out the window
-you to continue living with?-scream upset, closed my eyes
"Just to get here and then we'll talk," muttered before hanging up, I stayed where I was, I dared not look at it, try to focus on the raindrops that fell through the window my room but did not work and John's lips fell upon my ear
, with whom spoke little? "his breath made me shiver so I turned to look but I regret it because it was close and our lips touched slightly producing a shock in me, smiled when he noticed my nervousness
".. was talking with my aunt, barely responded and try to get away from him but his hand landed on my I come back and your body more
-I love you ... I hear valeria Kaitz? I love you, those words felt like a dagger in my heart, my eyes filled with tears so I separated from him and released bed to give her back my love ... you know that I love you right?
-si, it is automatically answered John-rending feeling my chest with every word
-val happens? You okay? "Asked and did not turn to look at me, no, just limit myself to quickly exit the room and walk to the room, felt his way behind me and when I turned to look at it, the doorbell rang
-me-I whispered softly as took the keys to the house and opened the door, my aunt was waiting but no health, only left the apartment and walk to the elevator, I began to frantically pull that silly button until finally the elevator doors opened, including with my aunt by my side in silence
-is what you think-whisper while walking to the car, is you think I'm a fool for not facing tia-I turned to look at her, she entered the car and me too, but not is easy, believe me it is not
-is not easy, I never said it is "mumbled softly, looking away to concentrate solely on the window but about time you learn to deal with small things, you can not run around like you did with ....
The interrupted immediately and turn to look at me in disbelief with my eyes starting to fill with tears
-how can you say that? "Ask uncomfortable, my eyes were full of tears, I fled aunt and if I was because ... .- my voice left no echo sounded as low as the wind, because I was alone .. damn aunt I had to spend every day in that apartment and all I could remember was my baby ... my baby died in that crib, do not tell me things I did not face because they do not know .. you do not know anything, she looked sad, try to calm down but do not succeed and less as I breathe
-you're mature enough to know that John no longer feels the same right? "Her voice sounded frightened, perhaps because he feared my reaction, I closed my eyes tight and breathe deeply and then nod
, if I know ... it is clear and clean, "said the tears that fell down my cheeks, but it hurts .... John aunt I love you, aunt .. I feel like I lost
I felt like the car and began to walk sighed my aunt while I sobbed weakly
-is as if everything had gone wrong since she is pregnant, but I ... I feel like I'm losing everything, "she whispered looking down the street, watching as the trees passed quickly as my relationship with John
-not say that, you should talk to John ... face it and see no longer worth it, those words comforted me not at all ... ... After
spend all afternoon with my aunt shopping, come in, you enter the building with two bags in my hands ... the apartment door was open, which surprised me when I saw John sitting among the furniture talking on the phone, I looked for a second but walk to my room and shut the door, waiting ... ..
After several minutes, John came in and observed me closely as I used to get all the makeup that I had bought , I heard laughing
-you and your makeup, "I whisper as I walked up to me, placed his hands on my waist and immediately the immense pain began to grow on my chest ... my eyes filled with tears
-since when? - Ask hesitant with fear, he turned to look at me worried to see my eyes red-
that thing? "I ask not understand, I separated from him
-since when did you stop loving John?-replicate in a broken voice, I felt like breathing stopped for a minute and then become agitated, look at my hands and I realized that shaking and my eyes began to itch so unbearable that pussy
-valeria say? "I hear his voice hoarse, sad .... Walk to the window and put my hand on it
-all at some point recently, rain, pain, happiness and even love ... "My voice sounded like a broken glass, cleared his throat to try to hide it a little , stood beside me and placed his lips on my neck causing this to be more difficult
-whisper I love you, sadly
-no John, you quit loving me long ago responded to pain - since you decided to Senti
fool as tense, turned away from me and decided to watch it .... I regretted
Her eyes, her beautiful green eyes reflect pain, confusion, managed to increase my suffering ...
-you can not seriously be talking softly whisper valeria
never in my life I have spoken more seriously, responded coldly will not ask for explanations because I do not need just tell me since when you go with it
His eyes looked at me with pain and then watch the ground shook ... quickly denied as his hands took mine
-that was a mistake which I regret, but it is past, muttering about me, a tear ran down my face, do not cry baby, do not cry
-you're a cynic, whisper disturbed while the tears began to flood my face, as you say it happened if I saw her on Thursday John, his face became stone-val
listen, my love Believe me when I say that I would never commit this mistake, it's Thursday .... Thursday
-it was another hoax, another not know how many more John-muttered in pain
-answer me ... since when you go out with her desperately
touched her hair and I swear I thought it would not respond ... until ...
whisper.
-6 months ... those words were able to destroy me .-
4 months ago John and I ended up ... .. that is cheating when I lost my baby?
-hop John-whisper room full of disappointment
-no "Answered desperate as he placed his hands on my face, baby ... let me explain
His eyes were red, completely red, I closed mine to look no
-go-my voice was so weak, he apparently did not hear me because mine wrapped his arms frantically opened my eyes and immediately push
-is what you want it? "desperate scream, looked at me confused, you want this relationship to end badly, want to hate you John, that's what you want
val-no-whisper and I could swear that a tear fell down her face-val .. I do not want to lose you, listen please
-you do not understand I will not even remember every one of the times I lied? "shout loudly, touch my hair desperately go
-val ... what's Marian and I just was an adventure, I was confused ...
not stand it anymore ... no ... I did not deserve this
-oh god silent and let my body at one blow to the floor, notice how the body of John approached me to lift me-not touch me look at it with rabies-god John, how dare you say you were mistaken, John I was pregnant and waiting for you daily in the evening so you just tell me a word of love, John .... Stops are simply an excuse for selfish fucking , But I never ever wanted you ok?-Ever look at the floor quisistes thomas, so God took him, you look with hatred, "was your culpaa!
I do not know what happened but I woke up and started to throw punches, grab my arms
-ahh-sob your fault, your fault
A tear ran down his cheek
-no, not my fault val "answered a voice broken, forgive, forgive me for everything ... ... ...
without saying the more I let go and .... it was
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